Since I Don't Have You

When Everything Falls Apart, Can Friendship Hold You Together?

Since I Don’t Have You by Louise Candlish is a beautifully written, emotionally rich novel about grief, healing, and the fragile bonds between friends. With unflinching honesty and deep compassion, Candlish explores what happens when life takes an unexpected, devastating turn—and how we find our way back from the darkness.

Three Friends. One Life-Changing Loss.

Rachel, Mariel, and Clare have been inseparable for years, bound by laughter, shared memories, and motherhood. But when tragedy strikes one of their families, everything changes. Grief shatters their once-solid friendship, forcing each woman to confront her own fears, secrets, and regrets. As time passes, the paths they choose diverge—until a surprising turn of events offers a chance at reconciliation and redemption.

Powerful, Poignant, and Unforgettable

Louise Candlish’s lyrical prose and sharp insight into human emotion make Since I Don’t Have You a deeply affecting read. It’s a story of love lost and found, of rebuilding when everything feels broken, and of how the people who know us best can also hurt us the most—and help us heal. Perfect for fans of Jojo Moyes and Diane Chamberlain, this novel will linger in your heart long after the final page.